those 27days

"I read once that love is friendship on fire. That's how I feel about you." 

-The Perfect Man (2005) -

It has been 13 days since you are back, and these 13 days have been

goddamnomgamazing

I guess, the start of the relationship is always perfect.

the honeymoon period

the getting to know each other

the cantgetenough of each other

the cantkeepmyhands off each other

and of course, the introduction of one's family and friends.

(which I totally aced btw)

but before these happiness crowds my mind,

here's some feelings that needs to be jotted down.

to look back and smile and cringe and be mortified

by my style of writing

and not forgetting my actions.

and here they are,

I'm glad we survived the 27 days

it was hard, mind you

I had proof of how fucked up it was too.

That was on 21st July, 

filled with hope that I could survive our LDGA

why was I so naive that time.

then,

I came back, 28th July

and waiting became so excruciating.

tried to walk away, futile attempt.

afterwards,

instead of getting used that you are not by my side,

I got even more dependent.

wtf is wrong with me.

and I got really really scared.

not forgetting my friends were there to present the other side

the cons of entering this relationship

were frankly enough to deter me away

but somehow, i guess I liked you too much to stay away

and you were doing whatever you could

to prove that you really liked me and wanted to be tog with me

so much to the extent of asking me on whatsapp to be together

#wtf #seriouslywtfwereyouthinking

and then finally, you left the States

"Time is making fools of us again"

Professor Albus Dumbledore, HBP

He couldn't have put it in better words.

 Time CRAWLED.

 and you actually resorted to doing up a countdown

on 

http://www.timeanddate.com

I swear, it was my favorite website for those 5days

seeing the seconds, minutes, hours and days ticking by

it was intoxicating

and I guess, 

that was when I knew you aren't a fling.

"I think I like love you"

The voice in my head

and now,

I count my blessings everyday

that i flew 80,000miles

embark on this great USA adventure

and met you.

because Harris Lim, you make me happy

you really do.

and I hope I do too.

xoxo

love,

yiqi