つまらない

IM BORED. PERIOD.

hence i am,

 

 


24/7 in work. or rather 8/5.

but given the amount of lowly or even meagre pay im getting,

i dont feel APOLOGETIC at all. LOL.

tweeting captures my emotions in 140characters. the subtle hint of hurt.sad.betrayals.happy.excited.frustration. thats it if my followers can notice. 78 of them and counting. tyvm.

i think know i am obessed with the followers and following race and i admit, it aint healthy. Honestly i dono why its so important to me to have more followers than following. I guess it makes me feel good, to satisfy my superificial mind/heart of mine. #imaloser. nuff.said

and how ironic when after typing all the above, my superior gave me new work.
been busy till now.


lunch. <3
i bought cup noodle. cant go wrong with it.

side note: my obsession towards Harry Potter is alarmingly. I follow like 3 related HP twitter accounts. And i just did a HP fan quiz.

yes me have no life. im aware of it. i spend my life watching shows too. im up-to-date with all these shows. i wait for them, with 'ABATED BREATH' to be aired on funshion.

and my all time favourite,

MATT BOMER Y U NO LIKE WOMEN?

cant believe this hottie above is gay, has a house husband and 3 adopted kids. wtf is wrong with this world?

check him out

UM Y OH Y U NO LIKE WOMEN?
#pleasemakeanexceptionforme



ps: need a dinner date tonight. but somehow i dont feel like asking nzire. maybe i should leave the group. it hurts me even more to be stuck at there, hearing that asshole's name carelessly thrown and not forgetting cappy's name too.

i dont even go on facebook anymore. our mutual friends are ridiculouly increasing. the only similarity is we both have the same taste in men.

But you fell in love with the guy i fell out of love with. so maybe not.

You love that asshole cheating liar jerk who leeches on people's happiness and so full of ego till he cant stands his gf's education level. Hey if he can cheat on me for you, (insert all ur flaws), he can cheat on you for another girl who would stay over at his hse overnight for drinks when he already has a gf.

hmm, i think cant find already. which girl would want to be the third party, even if the relationship was as rocky as mad? so may you two be happy or should i say cappy, forever.

pps: awkward moment when you are searching for 'clara lim', you found cappy on top of the list.
um me no want to be friends with a lowly creature. facebook friend suggest super fail.


see im rambling. byes.
CUP NOODLE TIMEEEEEEEE

inthenearfuture

my ambition since young,
be one of these women

(longchamp, gucci, birkin)

its true, even from primary schools when all my fellow peers were busy scribbling their lifelong ambition, teachers, doctors, lawyers, firemen. (i know, wtf? )

i always wanted to be a tai-tai because in my naive mind, " huh no need to work still can carry super expensive bags and wear gorgeous shoes! perfect job "


obviously i didnt dare to scribble down because i was a true and true



but trust me, that option never once wavered from my obstinate mind and heart.

and me agrees with this statement  *1000000

12 years have passed.

i still aspire to a tai-tai yet i am beginning to see how naive i was. yes, just only. Sorry, am still very materialistic and superificial but at least im aware of it. Honestly, i really think that one of my greatest strengths is to be able to laugh at myself. my flaws are, well the rest. #fail

so anyway back track to what my blog was about today.

i want to be a tai-tai yet i wish to be in a dual-income household not because my husband cant afford (which is prob true,birkin bag hello?) but the key point is i want to work.

i am easily bored and i can't stay at home. i can't supervise the maids in cleaning and cooking cos i know nuts about it.

in fact i think this scene is highly possible.

so please, let me be out in the working environment, so at least i can be a bitch superior in heels and command ppl with a stern/gaze.

hopefully parading around with a birkin bag. tyvm.