I guess i am scared of the aftermath and i dont want to be deemed as the immature one. so i saved it as a draft and only a few selected friends got to see the whole post.
It was good, venting it all out. the bitchyness plus the sadness and the overwhelmed surreal of the whole reality,
reflecting on why it ended, and i came up with this,
"NOTHING ROCKET SCIENCE ABOUT IT"
it was really really clear cut, but sigh, LOVE is anything but simple.
"FIND YOURSELF"
there was no need for any of my friends to point it out, i can see it. but because i was so "madly psychotic in love with you" (Shawn, 2011) that i chose to ignore.
And even after the breakup, i ignored you, while you go around blatantly flirting on facebook, defaming me at one of my most loved webby, twitter, and spreading ridiculous rumors of me.
I guess im too disappointed in you to do anything. I mean i can be a bitch and retaliate which im sure you will LOSE like mad.
but unfortunately for me, though fortunately for you,
im
FUCKING MATURE.
Not to post my long blog post filled with pictures of tweets and your words is a valid point that i am continuing to ignore you.
but please bear in mind,
Ignorance is neither acknowledging nor accepting. It is the highest order of disgust and contempt one can ever gives. (Eugene, 2011)
And as for now,
xoxo
the girl whom you walked out from her life and make it fucking awesome
#amiwittyoramiwitty
ps: bitchyness aside,
just to tell you that i would NEVER EVER dreamt/imagine me hurting you the way you hurt me. If you do have some morals, please do reflect. Though its gonna take more than a "sorry" to make it alright.
pps: Food 4Thoughts, One can only imagine the horrors you would do to your other friends if you do that to one of your 6-year best friend since secondary school.
