7days, countless of hours

just finished editing everything. changed passwords, delete photos.
with each step, excruciating pain the heart, but i have to do it.

its the first step on walking away.
letting go of resentment. accepting that ive lost. believing in that hope is lost is minor steps.

i wonder what the future holds. because im bent and broken as it is. i dont think i have the strength to continue.

forever is just a word. actions played holds more weightage than words.
im trying to walk the talk,

"what doesnt kill you makes you stronger"
and to you, yes girl. i only have these words to say to you.

but its okay, ive lost, good for you. i will walk away and i will laugh back at today's pathetic state and thank god i forgo revenge bcos thats dignity earned.



You didnt love her. You just didnt want to be alone.
Or maybe, maybe she was just good for your ego.
Or, or maybe she made you feel better about you miserable life,
but you didnt love her. Because you dont destroy people you love.