"I always try to make it up to you for whatever I can’t provide. I’ll try my best to do it always. Making a super conscious effort to remember your stuff; committing to memory your friends’ birthdays by repeating them in my head over and over, coming out to meet you whenever you request for me to even when I’m not free, going through your meal rituals in my head before food comes so that I can surprise you by actually ‘remembering’ them. All these just to see you smile. I want you to be happy with me. I want to repay you."

Do you know, reading this freaks me out, 

especially "I want to repay you"

why? why do you want to repay me?

I mean, i'm your gf. not your mum 

(sometimes i do feel like u love me like ur mum, but that's another issue to be dealt next time)

Don't leave me.

Let's be happy together till 2018 

where I ask you for your hand?

Cos Harris Lim, you are too gu niang already. 

I have to be the man. 

A guideline

Things you can joke about,
      (from the top of my head..)

1. time it took for me to take a driving license 
2. my driving skills, though I have no idea why, i'm a professional F1 driver.
3. the long hours I spent on work
4. my honors
5. mathematical science
6. bags and wallets
7. clumsiness
8. grammar errors and wrong pronounciation
9. failure at mental calculation
10. unable to decipher btn left and right, 24 hour clock, rows and columns.

The rest, you simply cannot joke about.

You know my love for you is too much.

you

i miss you

   so much
   

Musings

"I'd say go for the unassuming geek (or perhaps not so suave guy) who only has eyes for you, and give him a chance!" 
-Wise girl, aka Xiaxue

"Being in a couple is hard. Committing, making sacrifices.. it's hard
But if it's the right person, then it's easy"
-HIMYM 


So i took their advice
and landed you
the greatest gift

thank you.

all too well

Sitting on your bed following up all these tiresome emails

you have no idea how happy I am now. 

because I can stare at you

while you listen to your webcasts.

and best part, there's no one to judge me. 

I may not show it often,

probably because I've learnt to be wary

I know you know I'm terrified

but you not pressuring me

is what makes me confident of us

i can't wait for our parallel universe baby.

but for now, 

in the harsh year of 2012

lets work hard

lastly,

happy early 3rd month

harris lim

Couple Activities

Because we meet everyday.

as we live so fucking near 

our couple activities are 

quoting what other people would say

"you guys are too free"

here are our 5 couple activities in the past 2 months

1. compete on FB see who gets the most likes

well, no prizes for guessing who won that.

I didn't as you claimed, 'tried to garner support or asked my friends to like it.'

the whatsapp message you chanced upon was merely me asking Clara to like something else. completely unrelated. Not everything is about you hunny.

2. Playing iPhone games like Chasing Yello, Subway Surfers and Temple Run-Brave & VPet

Yea, we do lame awkward stuff like these. Please don't judge us. We are bored.
ps: My VPet is so strong. you weakling.

3. Saw it on 9Gag, people used emoicons to play Connect 4, and we decided to give a try

I WON, btw.

 4. Twitter & Instagram 

Social Media plays a huge part in our couple activity because, I'm dating an addict.

Have even signed up for Pinterest. #ohgodnohelpme #helpus 

 5. Playing Gifboom

apparently the app was the in-thing in May but as we were in US, we were brutally ripped from the chances of showcasing our talents.

i think we make a cute couple, Harris Lim.
and to the rest of the people out there, please please don't judge us.

I swear, once I get a job, we will be doing adult things like going for drinks, watching musicals, nodding intelligently at world affairs, playing tennis and ...

oh who am I kidding, I think these activities are here to stay. #childatheart

You And I

I happened to chance this song

and I think you probably heard this before

considering this is quite a hipster song

but here it is.

when I heard this

I see you

and me

and most importantly us

loving the bunny reference too.

i'm honestly looking forward to us.

"Don’t you worry there my honey
We might not have any money
But we’ve got our love to pay the bills"