Sometimes

i dont even know what i want

from you

and from us.

im equally confused too
just so you know

and i hate this feeling

train of thoughts

So I'm in NUS

writing my essays

while Harris is off for project meeting

I just smsed him I have lost my Internet connection

and his reply was

"eh ttyl k!"

Ouch much?

lucky by a stroke of inspiration

and my much-advanced skills in technology

I've tapped on to my hotspot

so now I can blog.

I'm terribly stoked about my shows

and I have dl-ed it all
2BG, HIMYM, MF, TBBT
I have missed you so.

dying to watch it now actually.

and speaking of Internet and downloads,

finally after so damn long

I've managed to upgrade to fibre broadband

praise the heavens and lords and whatnots

for fast internet speed

NUS Starbucks is pretty awesome actually

there's powerpoint everywhere

*cues in rainbow face*

so now armed with my caramel frappe

and my Macbook Air plus my iPhone

I CAN TAKE ON THE WORLD

#hipster

being here reminds me of my days of mugging at good old SAC

where the lovely 3 spent at least an hour swatting off houseflies

and then buying cheap coffee at vending machines

using the white board and trying to make sense

 of nonsense linear algebra

which i still cannot solve to save my life

those 4 years of my life were a torture

but honestly the friends i've gained make it worthwhile

 i might go back there again

so i can be friends with them

though might is the keyword here
and the chances are terribly slim.

i'm sorry
mathematical science is my arch-enemy.

it's not my fault.
it's who I am.

stuck in a science course

where only nerds and geeks come out to play
(i'm sorry, it's true, don't judge me, judge them instead)

how can i even have the same freq with them?

thankfully, i found a bunch

who understands my mean jokes

my evil intentions

my cynicism

and for that, my loyalty with you will always stand.

you guys know who you are

let's not get mushy by naming you all

or awkward if I've, erm left you out.

as ever, I believe in fate
more so than ever now

going to WAT was probably the best choice

I've made in my university life

I've travelled to the States

and visited the Wizarding World of Harry Potter

#favoriteplaceintheworldnow

it's worth it, to embark on this great adventure alone

because, only then, I will go all out

and what do you know,

I've made amazing friends
and even found someone

who make me realize

how goddamn lucky I am

because now,

I am yours 

and yours only

for the many many years to come.

Okay too mushy

that's a whole hell of 'train of thoughts'

but I needed to rant them out

and I'm getting worried with my job search

i'm hoping like mad

that Unilever accepts my essays

and perhaps I can get in the much-hyped UFLP

#fingerscrossed

I dont think I want to go back to AI

the company is too small

too constricted and frankly the turnover rate is alarming.

however, if all else fails

I hope AI will accept me

and that is/are my thoughts for now

and where is Harris Lim?

oh right, he doesn't want to talk to me

fine. 

you are so gonna suffer my wrath later.

one month.

loads of talking

smelling

and smiling 

and falling asleep beside each other

that pretty sums up my 1st month

many more to come

Harris Lim

Loving the video

but seriously spoiling market.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1ADyFCCrZEU&feature=player_embedded

and here's how we started, it is too cute for nuts

must share

#covertshowoff

Okay link cannot work

it consists of a recording of us posing for camera

and the photos came out like this

so chio

i love you

hunny

and i'm seriously embracing you calling me bunny

#whatiswrongwithme

#loveismakingmesoft

Disney

A Whole New World

I can show you the world.
Shining, shimmering, splendid.
Tell me, Princess, now when did you last let your heart decide?

I can open your eyes.
Take you wonder by wonder.
Over, sideways and under
On a magic carpet ride

A whole new world
A new fantastic point of view
No one to tell us no
Or where to go
Or say we're only dreaming.

A whole new world
A dazzling place I never knew
But when I'm way up here
It's crystal clear.
That now I'm in a whole new world with you.
Now I'm in a whole new world with you.

Unbelievable sights
Indescribable feelings
Soaring, tumbling, freewheeling
Through an endless diamond sky

A whole new world
(Don't you dare close your eyes)
A hundred thousand things to see
(Hold your breath, it gets better)

I'm  like a shooting star
I've come so far.
I cant go back to where I used to be.

(A whole new world)
Every turn a surprise.
(With new horizons to pursue)
Every moment red-letter
I'll chase them anywhere
There's time to spare
Let me share this whole new world with you.

A whole new world
That's where we'll be
A trillion chase
A wondrous place
For you and me.

ごめんなさい
私は愛してる

The Perfect Fit?

The Perfect Fit?

My angst versus your optimism
My competitiveness versus your chillax slacking attitude
My lack of compassion versus your high tolerance for everyone
My use of vulgar language versus your prim and proper, standard language


wait, I am churning out some horrible persona of mine.

lets do this again.

My sweet innocent smiles versus your ugly wicked frowns
My petite figure versus your gangly tall large-framed structure
My many friends versus your foreveralone image
My liking for giraffes versus your disturbing and creepy love for llama


And that's so much better
So, in a nutshell

I'm too awesome.

Count your blessings. Harris Lim.

愛してる

I love you

for all that you are

all that you have been

and all that you are yet to be.

Autobiography, in a third person narrative

Many people might know him as Harris Lim

the tall guy who studied at NUS,

forever late for lectures and tutorials.

he might seem as an introvert shy awkward guy

but once you get him talking,

the real problem is asking him to shut up

and believe me, I know best

Tall, dark and completed with bad boyish look,

my type of guy exactly

but underneath it all,

he is not the image he portrayed.

  

Yes, he has his bad boy moments

from lighting up cigarettes to clubbing and trying to get drunk.

(though apparently he has now quit smoking)

but underneath it all, he’s a stay home guy

satisfied with his weekends burn simply

watching soccer and mugging hard.

he is fascinated with the newest tech gadgets

and is what everyone considers now

a social media addict.

photography is his love

from owning his DSLR

to learning photoshop and lightroom

and trying not to judge, a Holga camera.

his OCD ensures his photos are all nicely edited

his folders are all in place

and his music needs to be classified under playlists

and completed with albums name, artwork and lyrics

however, that being said,

one look from me is enough

to make him drop whatever he is doing

rushed to my side.

and placed his full attention all onto me.

because,

he loves me and will do whatever it takes

just to see a smile on my face.

he pretends to lose

so that I can win.

he goes along with all my silly games

though he draws the line at

my nonsense theories

(which could totally be true, think out of the box!)

to the world

he’s Harris Lim

but to me

he’s my boytoy

the guy I love a tad too much.